| im back!if only for this once.... |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|11:57 pm] |
ok so i know its been forever since i've been on so this is a little random... i'm working at the dragonfly cafe in elora, not tim hortons!which is going very good! my bosses are young so it makes a huge difference!
want to say that my ryan is just wonderful and i can't wait for valentines!i love him so crazy muchly!! he's feeling pretty much like he's sitting still with work and all... its so hard to help with that! i mean, what do you say other than "i believe you'll get to that place you want to be... you have time... your doing what you can"...its just tough!
would love to do the top 5 movies thing like nelson and ryan did but i don't think i'd do the pictures right!you'd get a whole bunch of coded symbols instead or something!
i think i need a car! i haven't experienced the first car thing yet! so if anyone knows of something good, let me know! thanks!!
well... i really have nothing to say hehe i just wanted to feel cool and do an entry!later everyone! see you around! |
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| "i'd brace myself for the impact if i were you" |
[May. 27th, 2004|03:19 pm] |
andreea... i really worry about that girl. it's like she's clueless to how obvious her lies are. i realize if people read this they might be like, "why would she write that about her friend?" but really... it's become common knowledge to people she hangs out with. i feel like it's my own personal mission to save her and i'm not doing a good job. it's hard to get through to her without coming out and saying "you lie like crazy and we all know"
this song is basically for her... when i hear it, it was like it was written for her.
"Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma
Was it worth it when it was over?
Proving yourself right
You'd make the biggest noise
Well, I'd lock my hands behind my head
I'd cover my heart and hit the deck
I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you"
i just don't have a clue how to help that girl in love and in the best way possible without judging... i love her, i really do. |
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[May. 18th, 2004|01:00 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | the ataris- random mix cd | ] |
wow last weekend was incredible... oh we had crappy stuff happen but there was no way that could ruin it.
my ryan freaked out on the fat mcdonalds guy, i bought my friend a shirt, got one for myself which matches with nelson, sang my lungs out (and finally feeling the effects of that), got to spend the whole day with my ryan and the best guy friends anyone could have... i'm looking forward to getting to know DP more... he's definalty the coolest 14 year old i know!
i don't ryan enough credit sometimes because i get used to his writings, drawings, and thoughts and end up forgetting how completely amazing he is at it. you know just how to say things, you know how to give justice to an incredible day... i don't know how you do it but it just blows me away everytime. may i never take you for granted. i love you |
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| random lyrics... |
[May. 10th, 2004|02:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fm static-three days later | ] |
"the closest thing"
You're the words that come out easy,
And I am speechless at best.
Your star it seems to shine above the rest.
You're the face before the cameras,
The smile i'd like to earn.
The closest thing to perfect,
In a hollywood to burn.
You're the beauty that is deeper,
Than eyes can merely see.
The closest thing to perfect.
But the farthest thing from me.
I'd love to be,
The shoulder that you cry on.
I'd love to be,
The friend you call when things are great.
You're the dream that hasn't ended,
And I'm still anxious for rest.
Your words they seem to hang above my head.
You're the bud before the flower,
Unfurls into full bloom.
Captivating beauty,
But it maybe all too soon.
You're the song that writes a story,
But leaves alot to read.
The closest thing to perfect,
But the farthest thing from me.
And like I really deserve a chance to,
Sit across the table,
And tell you that I think you're wonderful.
And I think you're something special.
I guess this is my only chance to,
Say I wish I knew you,
Because I'm sure you're wonderful,
If I'd get to know you.
this is bringing it way back to summer... soo good. it reminds me of ryan and has that toronto trip feel to it
monday and i hope i can come to your town |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 6th, 2004|01:43 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | any yellowcard songs... | ] |
oh my gosh... last post was april 2nd! thats a long time of no posting... sorry guys. well... ryan's gone this past week and a half and i'm going slightly crazy. saterday will be the best day... it's our 6 months and i don't really know what we're gonna do. i just wanna see him and i'm sure he'll have crazy amounts of stories. i just wan to hear him talk... minutes, hours, doesn't really matter as long as he's there.
dashboards in what? 9 days? whoo!! it's gonna be awesome! a good concert is long past due... tim, nelson, the past wednesdays have been right good. i'm so glad i had that...
nelson got that bass... it looks much better once it's out of that store... nelson, i'm a huge fan of it. and tim... trjw needs to go on a roadtrip to orangeville!;) ahah
tim's friends (even the guys) are in love with him... do they kiss your feet? lol especially that doug. i don't hate your friday friends... i just think they're slightly obsessed...
ryan... i've missed you so much. i hope you're having an awesome time. i mean, i know you are... it's definatly craft time at my house tonight lol almost 6 months (officially)unofficially... more like 9...
i rush through these days just to see you sooner... |
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| does this make me a groupie?! |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|10:30 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mxpx- want ad | ] |
oh goodness lol well i think it's awesome that you guys are finally doing that band... it's going to be awesome! i can't wait to hear you guys... like really, all these months and i've never heard you guys all together! i can't wait... i loove you TRW...
so i'm home "sick". fridays at school are torture! oh man, you know what else is torture? walking out the door of grocery stores cause they blast you with warm air, just to have you walk into the cold air outside! it's horrible... really the worst.
this will be a short post! i don't have a whole lot to say... saterday is almost here, my absolute fav... and i have the car! come sweet saterday... |
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[Mar. 30th, 2004|05:52 pm] |
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| | copeland- brightest | ] |
well.... i had a right good day. the rain was a little much and i forgot a coat (running like crazy out the door so i wouldn't miss my bus, again!)
i dyed my ryan's hair last night! it turned out soo good... you know how when you dye it, it's looks amazing right away cause it smells so good from that conditioner and it's so shiny? well ya, thats what it was like but sometimes it looks diffierent the next day!! so i hope it still looks awesome ryan... any mistakes are hopfully hidden!
nelson... tim... i miss you guys... there wasn't much talking on sunday so it feels like it's been forever! i hope you all are doing awesome...
david pike i loove looking at the pics and reading your thoughts... i don't know you all that well so it's 100% awesome to read.... totally ruining sometimes, most of the time.
so me and ryan went on this awesome walk around his neighbourhood and through the cemetary and stuff... i mean really, if you're with someone you love, that place is incredible!! i never thought it could be. it's still a bit creepy but never scary. oh and he gave me his union jack button... it's one of my favs! thank you. so i realize i don't get all that deep writing in my journal but it's dangerous when family and stuff reads it... i love you all
jube |
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[Mar. 28th, 2004|03:36 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | element 101- the whole cd! | ] |
so here's the creepy thing... my mom knows i have a journal which is fine but she's asking for the site and stuff... so really, it's not like i say bad stuff but it's weirdo to have your mom reading it!! i think i will still write just not very often... well less often then once a day. i'm not really sure... i'm going to miss it! oh well, i'll be good |
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[Mar. 27th, 2004|09:05 am] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
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| | something corporate-i woke up in a car | ] |
hey everyone!
yesterday was awesome... minus the school part. i worked which is awesome cause money... i loved walking to work... like it looked and felt like it would rain but it didn't... warm and windy! beautiful... i loved it.
then rachel picked me up and we went to dairy queen. i loove that place btw...
then we went to that mall in quelph. oh man i got some good stuff...capris and two shirts
k so then we were going to get lisa, rent a movie and go back to the house that rachel is house sitting at for 2 weeks but lisa wanted to go home and sleep or something. so me and rachel decided to do it anyway, good quality sister time. it was actually really fun and the movie we got was sixteen candles. i know i wanted to see it with trw but really, sister time is important and there were no other movies we wanted to see! yup so i slept over at her house and went to work this morning.
saterday is ryan day...my favourite day
i hope you all have an awesome saterday too!
this day holds promise... the sun WILL come out... |
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| my first one.... it's a bit long! |
[Mar. 26th, 2004|09:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | nerdy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellowcard-Only One | ] |
So wow! i'm making one of these things! I feel a bit nerdy... oh my gosh, no not a bit, totally! Like, I haven't felt this nerdy since i carried around my textbooks just TO look nerdy!
anyway, I think there's alot of people out there who really think I don't talk enough and would love to understand me so, here goes!
I can't promise this will be all that deep very often. Like I think it will be somewhere between Tim's and Ryan/Nelson's.. I'm a little too afraid to bare my soul as much as Nelson and Ryan do but who knows, I might get comfortable enough to jump in like that!
Me and my cd player are still not speaking... we had a fight.
oh and nelson has a miny crush on me.
Life is really good right now. Like I'd have to say it's at it's best. Ryan my incredible boy makes me so happy...
His sidekicks are also the best boys I know.
TRW I loove you... yup not love, loove. well I do!
Ryan those pictures you drew are awesome. I agree with Tim, they totally look like the originals! I get "special previleges" cause I'm the girl but if I wasn't (and if I had money) I would have bought one. They're incredible, they really are! Oh and those stickers from orange monkey, soo good
oh yes, and all you deprived kids that have never seen home star runner check out www.homestarrunner.com and go to the teen girls squad... soo funny!
Really everyone, I'm the luckiest girl in the world...
I had this weirdo dream wednesday night that the beatles came to my house! well actually only gearge harrison but still... i think it was cause I keep seeing that beatles magazine all day!
I delayed making a journal cause I thought there was no way I'd ever have time to write in it! but then I was like, really... nelson's got school/work, ryan's got school/work and tim's got school/work but they all have one!! I have to try to show you boys up cause I'm the only girl and really the less busy of all of you!! wow...
so friday friends, camp kids, cousins (appariently I have soo many) make one of these things... it's quite good. It helps you understand people... like nelson, he's so hard to understand sometimes... |
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